2020

My pain I always believed to be self chosen;
Swimming in a sea of depressive misery.
Addictions start creeping up on me eventually devouring myself and
Destroying everything to any one so close to me.

Do I give up my pride and take the casted line that was shown to me,
Of help and guidance?
Or do I drown in this destructive eternity?

Nervously I swam towards the hand of hope.
This was not easy for me and my family.
Today I still endure mentalities,
But I’ve got sobriety now – and regained my loving family.